Posts

"It hurts to have someone in your heart that you can't have in your arms."

Nowadays I feel like a wanderer Lost and desolate, I am My world feels cracked A missing piece I seek daily I wanna find it But somehow I know it's you I crave the presence of you The memories of the scent of you It leaves me in pain Full of endless yearning In the dark my voice falls Tears my pillow helps me hide Sobs that the night try to cover Sometimes I curl up Wishing the pain would slow down Wishing that it wouldn't hurt so bad not to see you I curl up In silent sobs for you My eyes feel glassy when I see them Laughter rings in their eyes Smiles on their lips Their jokes loud and funny And yet all I feel Is this empty spot in my earth When will you be home? I really wanna see you The pain is eating me up The cold is draining my sanity The silence is robbing me of life I really miss your laughter your smile n being lost in your gorgeous eyes Did you know Sometimes I say I'm fine with tears in my eyes? Sometimes I say it's okay

I LOVE YOU BECAUSE...

To the person who fills my heart with joy though she doesn't know🌠 "I love you because the Universe showed me the way to you. I love you because my heart beats your name, my mind drowns in your eyes, my soul feels yours even when we are miles apart. I love you because I have no choice; I didn’t ask to love you. I didn’t need to love you, but I love you just the same. My arms aren’t filled unless you’re in them and my thirst is not quenched unless you are the drink. I love you because I feel comfort in being out of my comfort zone with you by my side. I love you because every cell of my body responds to your touch, to your look, to the way you move and the way you sound. I love you because something, somewhere, directed me to you. It was my soul and you are its mate. Through the paths we have taken to one another, I have loved you. I’ve played in comfortable places among comfortable people until I had no choice but to leave there to come to you here. I battled the g

20 Other Things You Learn About Relationships When You’re Finally In A Good One

Love Is NOT This is  1.  If someone wants to be with you, they will be with you. 2.  If someone does not really want to be with you, they will test you. They will explore the depth of their feelings for you. They will try you on as a partner, without making it official. They will come up with excuses like “it’s just not the right time” when really, it’s that they just don’t feel the right way . 3.  It is never the right time until it is the right person. 4.  When it is the right person, you don’t think about things like " timing."  You only think about how you can reorient your life to this relationship, because nothing has seemed to matter more. 5.  Romance is common. It’s best friendship  on top of romance  that is rare, but makes for a happy, lifelong partnership. 6.  You don’t lose yourself in love unless you want to lose yourself in love. There’s an odd fear that people have of thinking they will have to be less themselves in order to accommodate

IT ALL FADES AWAY IN THE END

We don't talk anymore You don't seem to have interest anymore I love you But i can't cage you like a bird You're meant to fly Be happy Live life Have fun I do care about us That's why i'm hurt You remember the long phone calls We sometimes talked for 100mins Funny right But look now We don't talk anymore Only few minutes It's always hi Morning Goodnight You're enjoying life One thing i know about you You love life And you can't be caged And you don't care about how people feel about you People do care about you People do hurt because of you Relationship has hurt me before Because i accepted things the way they are When i entered into this relationship I was like "I will put my ego away, if love kills me let it be so" I'm a pussy sometimes I fight hard to make you realise that i love you I faulter I realise my mistake I apologise But do you even care? I will always love you I will alwa

To The Friends Who Still Love Us Even If We Don’t Talk To Them Every Day

    Thank you for being in my life even if my     l ife took me miles and miles away from        you, I can still feel you  next to me. Thank you for always lifting me up when I’m down even if you have to do it through video calls and weak internet connection. Thank you for being the same old friends I grew up with even if you’re now married with kids. Thank you for breaking all the barriers of distance and time when we meet again and find that nothing has changed. Thank you for giving me a bond and a friendship that will live and die with me. Thank you for being an example of friendships that last no matter what life throws our way. Thank you for giving me the best reunions and the warmest welcomes. Thank you for believing in me even when you don’t understand what I’m doing. Thank you for being the ones who still take care of me when I’m a mess. Thank you for still being my partners in crime when we reunite, giving me adventures and crazy stories

This is for the girl with the sensitive soul.

The one who finds herself caring for people just a little too much, putting the ones she loves before her own desires, wanting so desperately to keep those who matter to her from experiencing any pain. When she speaks, her lips express only quiet kindness. When she’s around others, her heart is open wide and she’s listening, hanging onto every word. She cares. She won’t ever stop caring. This is for the girl with the sensitive soul, The one who finds herself loving the wrong people, giving everything she has and not seeking anything in return. She falls headfirst into relationships, never once questioning others’ intentions but believing in the goodness of their hearts. She loves passionately, opening without caution. She lets people in and isn’t afraid to, all the while holding onto the hope that the one she loves will do the same. This is for the girl with the sensitive soul, The one who cries in the heartbreak scenes of movies, who gets emotional during fights, who loves everyt

This Is Me Accepting That Some People Aren’t Meant To Stay In Our Lives MOVING ON

From the first moment I met her I knew it was going to end. We were always on different pages, different frequencies of life; our needs just didn’t align. I chose not to ask her questions I already knew the answers to and instead decided to starve the idea of forever and partake in the adventure of a lifetime. My biggest comfort was knowing that it would be worth it, that the memories would eventually replace the ache of missing her. Time flies when you are having a good time and time did not even feel real when I was with her. Though it felt like it wasn’t nearly enough, now I know that that’s how it was supposed to happen. So this is me accepting the fact that our timing was right, that she was the person I needed to meet when I did. This is me being thankful for everything that took place between us. She opened my mind to a whole new world, treated me like I always should be treated, and gave me a glimpse of what my life could look like if I just take a chance—I don’t need to ha